John your internal scale is completely screwed. You still look fantastic. I worry you are teetering on mental illness if you think you look 'out of shape'. I honestly can't tell a difference from your most recent photos, so you aren't as 'competition shape' as you were, but you are still in nearly perfect physicial condition. Not that you should be happy and rest on your laurels, but don't be so hard on yourself! 3 weeks 'off' (hardly sounded 'off') is NOT that big of an impact. You just have to get your muscle/memory working in sync again.