Man, this is my third one, but this one if different. The last two Journal's, "voices" were controlling how I ate. Oh noez.. I am taking medication now. Well I am going to be eating between 1700-1900 calories daily. Today was cereal/banana/toast for my first meal. my second meal I ate 2 tuna sandwiches. and for my third meal I had Soup/crackers. that totaled 1750 or so cals. I weighed myself this morning and I was 270. some of that is water weight so I weigh around 266. my goal for the week is to be 263 by next sunday. Tomorrow I plan to drink 1 gallon of water. and my cals between 1700-1900.